This photo was taken at a time when I was just miserable. I was drinking or drunk almost every day and I hated everything around me. However, I hated myself most of all. I was angry, angry about everything. The world crumbling, and my social life dying. I felt like a broken ship in a raging storm with no sense of direction or idea as to where to go to find the warm light of day.

It took me a long while to realize I was never angry, my anger was a bio-product. I was just sad.